Oh dreaded conversation
Oh what a boring story
there is a reason that i keep myself at home
Everything I am I took from everyone I know
Yes, they are all the books and I am just the notes
Don't know where to put my hands
or what to say at all
untie my tongue tracing out circles on the table cloth
I figured all was a loss
You would not believe I changed at all
I know you had your doubts of my holy roman bout
questioning my contrition and you're calling me out
If this is just remorse just now sinking in
I think my bones are letting it in
So I decided I should change
Oh it was easy to arrange
It was impractical to act so disengaged
Going on and on about the time that people waste
and criticize for what I was but would not face
Can you imagine me use the word hypocrite?
when even changing now could never change who I had always been
and I do admit I was a kid
too long, too long
and I epiphanized but people don't forget
You're not judged for anything but what you did
I said I'd learn from this, you said that sometimes I can be so naive
I am tired and teased
I've begged on my knees
You're always closing the doors
daring me to find the keys
If there was hope anymore
If you really wanted me
You would stop playing all the games
and you wouldn't want to leave
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